Dearest RARE GEM,
Please do not advise rest to a restless soul.
HASTAM AGAR ME RAWAIM
AGAR NA RAWAIM NAISTAM
[(Exist I do) - If I make progress, I AM
(And) - If I make progress not, I am NOT]
Why did some troublesome creatures put another troublesome creature in trouble is immaterial when the latter troublesome creature is feeling good :-)
Profound love to my rare gem, and thanks for your concern!